šSuper secrets diary
A personal space for raw thoughts, quiet reflections, and everything I donāt say out loud. These entries are part diary, part emotional releaseāsometimes messy, sometimes magical, always real. Whether Iām spiraling, celebrating, or just trying to make sense of the day, this is where I write to feel seen. No filters, just feelings
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When Happiness Feels Like a Threat Instead of a Gift
donāt know if I can be happy. I donāt even know if I trust happiness anymore. Every time I feel myself enjoying something a moment, a person, a tiny spark of peace something in me tightens. Like Iām doing something wrong. Like Iām borrowing joy I donāt deserve and someoneās…
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š· The Soft Power of Starting Over (Even When You Donāt Want To)
on of yourself. A dream you swore youād always chase. A place you thought youād stay forever. And it doesnāt happen dramatically ā no fireworks, no big āahaā moment just a quiet little click inside your chest that says, āHeyā¦ this isnāt me anymore.ā And honestly? Itās terrifying. Because starting…
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Six Months Laterā¦ and Sheās Still Not Gone
like freedom and peace and finally being able to breathe without waiting for the next disaster. But the truth is, even with her gone, sheās still messing with my life in ways I didnāt expect. She still shows up uninvited, still refuses to take the last of her stuff, and…
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I Donāt Know How To Be Sick
know this is going to sound ridiculous to some people, but itās true: I donāt know how to be sick. Last month I got sick twice like full-on cold or flu sick and my whole body was like āokay, time to shut down,ā but my brain was still stuck in…
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A Year Ago I Chose Myself And Everything Changed
Itās wild how one year can flip your entire life. Not in a dramatic movieāscene way, but in that quiet, internal click where something inside you finally says, āEnough.ā For me, that moment happened last March. It was like a light switch. I chose myself for the first time in…
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The Weight of Sadness Iām Tired of Carrying
Content Warning:This post touches on trauma, PTSD, and the lingering feelings that come with old fear. Nothing graphic is shared, but the emotions might feel heavy if youāre having a sensitive day. Please take care of yourself and only read if you feel grounded enough today. Some days Iām just…