Welcome to sneak of my journal. If you don’t know what this series is it’s kind of like an unfiltered unedited rant posts of just a current feeling of having. And this week’s topic is I for sure know I don’t want to have kids.
I had to take care of my niece who is 11 for 2 weeks because her mom had surgery and was recovering in the hospital.
Long story short Megan didn’t prepare anything so I had to grocery shop and do everything that should have been done beforehand and so I was already mad about that.
Within this week we slept downstairs in the living room and she had a few days off of school but that we had to make her go back that following Monday which was okay but then the next day she was just very overwhelm and stress and didn’t want to go so I thought it was best to pull her out but I did email her teacher and they sent in her work for a week so I can still be done. Megan got mad about that but that’s another story. I had to take care of yourself on top of taking care of my dad and taking him late to work and then my school and work and for a week that was so exhausting. I was so stressed every day just running on the zero energy that I had no time to even breathe or eat. I know parents do this every day but that is a choice they make and I chose not to do this so it was not something I was prepared for.
I will always appreciate anybody who takes care of children because it takes a lot no matter what age so that is absolutely amazing but it is not for me and I never want a child.
Oh yeah this doesn’t seem like such a ranty post but this week took so much out of it until you physically that I don’t know how to process it.
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