Hiiii!! Somehow we blinked and we’re already halfway through the year, so I figured… why not do a little mid‑year check‑in? A vibe check. A life audit. A “what even happened??” moment.
Spoiler: a lot happened.
✦ The Pitt Season 2 Era
The Pitt season 2 dropped and honestly? Ate. I watched it with Izzy, obviously, because that’s our thing now. Peak bonding, peak commentary, peak us.
✦ Valentine’s Day Craft Queens
Me and Izzy made each other Valentine’s Day gifts and it was actually adorable. We’re basically Pinterest boards with legs.
✦ The Ex Saga (Unfortunately)
My ex reappeared after seven months of ghosting like he was doing a dramatic season premiere reveal. Then he blocked me. Then came back. Then blocked me again. Honestly the only consistent thing about him was the inconsistency.
✦ Peanut Butter Fudge That Could Heal Nations
Me and Izzy made homemade peanut butter fudge and it was so good it should be illegal. Like… life‑altering.
✦ The Switch Situation
My Switch broke (tragic), but someone very important to me surprised me with a Switch 2 even after I said he didn’t have to about 500 times. I love him though, so I’ll allow it.
✦ River Walks & Hair Dye
Me and Izzy started walking to the river a lot, which has become one of my favorite little rituals. Also dyed my hair a bit because sometimes you just need to change something before you lose your mind.
✦ Applebee’s Enlightenment
We went to Applebee’s and discovered we actually have free will to go do things. Like… we can just leave the house? Wild.
✦ The Blocking Olympics
Had way too much texting drama with Sarah and Cam, so I blocked them.
Emily went off, so blocked.
Megan said a lot once and then never replied, so blocked.
Honestly, the block button has been working overtime this year.
✦ The Niece Moment
Then my niece told me she hates me and wants to run me over with a truck because I “deserve to die,” which was… a lot. Kids say things, but wow. That one stung.
✿ Overall ✿
Weirdly, I feel fine. I’ve lost a lot this year, but I’ve also found more peace even if I still cry sometimes. I’ve learned new ways to cope, and I’ve learned more about who I am. I’m pretty numb right now, but it’s okay. I’ll be okay. It’s only halfway through the year, and I’m still here, still growing, still figuring it out.
Okay byeee, love you, go drink water and do something gentle for yourself today 💗
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