Yes, I know itās the end of April. No, I donāt care.
The monthly wrapāups are back, and honestly⦠March deserves her moment.
March was good. Not perfect, not magical, not lifeāchanging but good in the way that matters. I survived. I was happy. I felt like myself again. And thatās enough.
Letās break it down.
š The Big Stuff


IZZY TURNED 21!!!
IZZY is officially legal and Iām still screaming about it.
I got her a portable DVD player (because she is oldāschool like that) and a cute DVD case to go with it. She loved it. I also made her a birthday basket filled with the most random little things and it was adorable.
We even recreated my 21st birthday photo, and honestly⦠iconic behavior.

š± Feeling Like Me Again
Something shifted this month.
Iāve been letting go of things that donāt serve me and choosing myself more often. It feels good. It feels right. It feels like coming home to myself after being gone for too long.
š¶āāļø River Walk Saturdays

Me and Izzy started walking down to the river every Saturday, and itās become my new favorite ritual.
Itās peaceful, itās pretty, and we take the cutest photos while weāre there. Itās one of those small routines that makes life feel softer.
š I Read THREE Books

Three.
In one month.
Who am I.
Reading has been exactly what my brain needed ā something calming, something cozy, something that makes my nights feel better. And hitting three books in March made me ridiculously happy.

šµāš« The Ick Partā¦
Because of course March had drama.
- I learned that if my heart rate goes above 150, I pass out. Itās only happened twice, so like⦠Iām probably fine. Probably.
- My ex blocked me and Izzy (sheās literally never spoken to him). Iām not upset about the block ā I just hate that in his mind he āwon.ā
Anyway. Fuck off, Cruz.

- Emily has been texting me again and itās⦠gross.
Seeing her living a life she didnāt work for has sent me into a few depressive spirals. Iām not proud of it, but Iām also not hiding it. Healing isnāt linear, and sometimes it just sucks.
š Overall
March was good.
Not because everything was perfect, but because Iām learning to focus on the good parts ā the laughter, the walks, the books, the growth, the tiny moments that remind me Iām still here and still choosing myself.
Hereās to more months like that.
Okay byeee, love you, go drink water and do something gentle for yourself today š



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